#Nesha Speaks

[blackfemmecharacterdependency]

Since people on Tumblr are bad at tagging and unnecessarily add the word "black" to their posts, it is often hard to find very specific Black content I wish to see. So! Since it is almost Fall, please keep a look out for Black scarecrow girls. Or, if you have preexisting art of one/some, please submit or tag a Sis. 👍🏾 Thanks, Love.

[neshatriumphs]

I just learned that I can't say the word "withdrawal"

[blackfemmecharacterdependency]

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[urban-trek-thru-middle-earth]

Fic Snippet - Sep 1

Eomer tried to speak, but the words wouldn't come. The image Nesha's description conjured, my Gods; how could anyone do that to an innocent child? "I, um"—he coughed to clear the lump in his throat—"Vonnal told me his family left Heleonfort because of the bombing. I had no idea, the reason was as awful as this."

"No," she said, so soft he almost didn't hear. "He wouldn't ever have told you that part. He doesn't talk about it much. None of us do."

"Nesha," Eomer said, gentle as well, "why did you want me to know how Toven died? Why did you make me ask?"

"Because you're the King, sir," she stressed, voice cracking around the edge. "And I'm tired of listening to all the powerful people in Edoras, all the ministers and the politicians, all the people who make the decisions, all the people who deliver the news, of not giving so much as a single damn."

"About the situation in Heleonfort?"

"And about the March in general, sir."

"I know the relationship between the government and the March isn't good. That's part of the reason I'm here for the break. To try to repair the damage."

"It's a good start, sir, and I'm personally delighted you're here. Our family's always been loyal to the Crown, through thick and thin. But it won't be enough for a lot of people. Some Marchers will look at your visit and wonder why you're bothering. Especially in the 'fort," Nesha said, cold and hard again. "People up there will have no use for you at all."

"Is it really that bad?"

"They've been completely abandoned, sir. Ever since the river burgh was stolen in ninety-eight. The government did almost nothing to stop what happened then, and they're still doing almost nothing now. People are dying ever day. The Dunnish are creeping across the river, claiming more and more of our land every day, by fair means or foul. And our government just lets them do it. Because they don't care about the March enough to force the bastards in Sharflow to stop."

"It's a tricky situation, I'm sure. Not something with an easy fix."

She let out a snort. "Now, you sound just like them."

Being compared to an oily politician—that was an insult too far. "Mrs. Stonehawk," Eomer said, no longer wanting to use her name, "I understand your frustration, but I'm only a Constitutional King. With no political authority at all. I cannot and will not interfere in my government's official position on Dunland and the March. I would be out of a job if I even tried."

"I know you would. I just thought, after everything I've heard from Vonnal, that you might understand."

"I do understand."

"Will you be honest with me, then? Tell me how you would deal with the Dunnish and the HDF, if it was up to you?"

Eomer was dearly tempted, but he couldn't reply. As honourable as Nesha seemed, if anything he told her got out, the damage to his position would be absolutely devastating. "I'm sorry. I'm afraid that's a topic I can't comment on," he said.

"I know that, sir. But I had to try."

[msanonymousey]

Hi, I really love your Aus a lot, especially the Golden Circus and Jade Monkey, I think the stories are so creative and I have a few questions if you don't mind

1- In golden circus I would like to know if you intend to explore more of this story, like what is this circus and who is managing it, and also if it have other attractions (trapped creatures) or employees because in one of your drawings there was someone with wukong besides from macaque and I thought it was nesha so I would really like to know more about

2- Another thing that I wonder a lot if you intend to explore the past for example how macaque got trapped in the painting and was "found" or maybe bought by the circus but mainly how the circus managed to capture a creature as powerful as wukong, I would love to know more about that like flashbacks or something

3- i would like to know if wukong has any side effects because of these forced power drains, like memory loss or behavior change or something and also if the blush only drains the power or if it also has the spell on it

4- And lastly because i think i get pretty big already kk (sorry about that) , just a complete answer to the question above, if the wukong ever tried to run away from the circus and was stopped by the spell or the power drain, or if he was so weak that he didn't even think about that possibility

Sorry for making it so long I got a little excited kk and sorry for my English I still don't speak 100% fluently

Hey there! I do plan on fleshing out the au more! (Except for Jade Monkey, I'm currently breaking down and rebuilding that one)

1: My current issue is currently figuring out who I want to be behind the circus because I already have different roles for all of the previous antagonists. I'm hoping the special will introduce more characters and help with that but I was also considering making and oc to take that place but I'm just concerned they won't be that good.

2: Yes there are plenty more attractions including Red Son, Nezha, Yin+Jin, Spider Queen, Peng, Wukong, and Macaque.

3: I do plan to cover how Wukong and Macaque were covered I just need to finish a drawing for Macaque before I post it. As for Wukong, covering his is a little difficult because I need to figure out who I want the main antagonist for the au before I can post it.

4: It's a spell that drains Wukong's powers. The fillet is used as a form of punishment for him (and sometimes Nezha but I'll get into that later.) The only affect to the spell is that all of Wukongs energy is drained along with his powers to the point that he can't function without someone by his side depending on when the spell was last used.

5: Wukong has considered running away but never actually attempted it. He's being pretty heavily manipulated and considers one of his captors as a parental figure.

Sorry I know I didn't provide a drawing this time around but I figured I'd give you all something since I know a few of you are waiting for it.

[feathvrings]

ooc updates!

long(ish) post, beware!

hello everyone! i have this bad habit of starting something and then immediately abandoning it, so i am doing my best to not do that here KSFJGSFKJG! jokes aside, today is finally the day i'm doing "spring cleaning" (can you do that on an account that's barely open?), so read on for a couple of important updates! some of this stuff is eventually going to be moved onto my page fully, but for now i just need to get it out of my head and on the dash.

1. i...belatedly realized i had a brain fart when i set up the account and forgot to open my askbox. asks are on now! (anons will not be accepted.)

2. i'm going to be finishing up the tumblr page tonight: adding bios, rules, etcetera. i have a rules doc as of right now (which i'll be adding to the page for easier reading), and eventually i'd like to make a full doc/dossier for each character, but it's just not viable with my schedule at the moment.

3. after i finish up the page, i'll create a pinned post (for easier legibility on mobile that can't see desktop themes) and a starter call! i'm always open to dms from mutuals—i'm a bit crap at plotting because i tend to run on how the characters and writing styles vibe together, but i'm always open to it! you'll just have to bear with me.

4. speaking of a starter call, i'm also going to be double-checking my moots rules/carrds and such, as well as filling out any interest trackers. been swamped with work, so i just want to make sure i haven't missed anything.

5. i'm still very new to indie rp here on tumblr, and therefore i don't understand some terms yet (if anyone wants to explain mains and exclusives to me i would love you forever). but if i ever interact with a character that's exclusive or anything, just shoot me a message and let me know! i likely didn't even realize.

6. (this will be added to the page later!) just wanted to touch on how i'm handling show versus book canon. first of all, i love the show, and it is indeed what inspired me to start the account, so that's where a lot of my inspo is coming from right now. i treat the show as almost like an au from the books—because i think it is: they did an amazing job respecting the source material, but i'm well aware it's not 100% accurate. plus, it's been a bit since i read the books—honestly, i'm due for a reread lmao. so, my main verse for kaz, jesper, and wylan will be shadow and bone (tv). i am completely open to writing in the six of crows/grishaverse novel canon, and if you would prefer to write there, that's awesome—let me know! just know that (as of right now) the show is my default. [ nesha is going to be a bit different, so i'll play him more on a case by case basis. ]

[zackmartin]

i am around!!! and this like christmas to me!!!! no exaggeration. you've unlocked that part of my brain, so I will be in your DMs with more ideas soon that you can take, leave, or put your own spin on them, entirely up to you 💕

listen...fucking......max freaking thunderman in the hartin universe do you KNOW what you’ve done?? what beast you’ve unleashed??? especially with the prospect of thunderbolt there as well...NIKKI. i swear to god. okay but consider max immediately bonding with izzy and felix and being the “cool uncle” figure who teaches them pranks and pulls them out of school to go ride rollercoasters and like.....he still has this rivalry with henry though obv it’s past the point of actual antagonism and it’s just fun teasing but izzy making jokes about how “villain redemption arcs are cooler” and henry just lamenting like “THEY THINK HES COOLER THAN ME” and i know i already said this but like...felix feeling vaguely intimidated by max until max drags him to his lab and shows him a bunch of cool science experiments.......max taking them on rides with his jetpack......him and char helping them with their science fair projects....max showing them how to hack their video games to open up new stuff or designing games for them....just....okay i’m done

GOOD!!! YOU BETTER GIVE ME EVERY IDEA YOU HAVE OR I’LL CONSIDER OUR FRIENDSHIP TERMINATED 😤 (you know that isn’t true in the slightest but alsdkj) 

“who teaches them pranks” Mana, I know you did not just disrespect Zachary Martin in my inbox. You really think pranks wouldn’t be the first thing he’s teaching his kids??? Please. 

But, I raise you Max and Zack getting Izzy and Felix involved in prank wars and Henry has to stress about the house being leveled/destroyed. Also, the two of them having a friendship where they lovingly gang up on Henry, and like. Zack’s just offended that Max didn’t also come collect him from work to go on the roller coaster adventure sldkjf

[unshackledmonologues]

Do you play any video games?

I checked the prompt list to see if this was a prompt, and discovered that it is actually a question to me. 😅

I do not play any video games.

I've never had the coordination, attention span, patience etc. Whatever it takes, never been my thing. I'm bad at most things that have to be played. Games, sports, you name it. Aside from old school Tetris and fighting or racing games, I used to watch cousins play stuff when I was younger and boyfriends when I was a little older, but like... I think the last video game I saw was my brother playing that witch hunter lady (Bayonetta?) and whatever Devil May Cry was around after he got out of the army and I was getting a divorce and we were both back at my folks. That was like... Almost a decade ago. Whew.

My ex and her kid play videogames A LOT, but I was less inclined to watch during my run with them. I don't know a thing about a current video game.

[bitchmilsky]

I don't have pigtails, but I've got these thingies. 😬 Puffs.

[blackfemmecharacterdependency]

After 3 years, finally added links for my ask box and submission box to the bio. This oughtta make it easier for real people to verify that they are human before I accidentally block them in my mandatory and tedious blocking spree to keep fake accounts down as much as I can.

I know some might still get lost in the process, but contacting me to let me know will help me out. If you don't interact with the blog as much and I forget that we confirmed you as human, my apologies in advance for forgetting that and blocking you. I have two jobs and 99 problems.

[thecolorsfucked]

oh nesha! speak on it! absolutely all of this esp irt childcare ive worked in it and as a kid used some of those services and ur right! god the literal war i had to wage just to get it so the kids in one program could be fed 2 snacks a day instead of 1(since kids need to generally eat every 2-3hrs) or the fact that traumatized ppl have kids and abuse their kids either maliciously or not so u work w abused kids every single day witness abuse or hear about it constantly and ur options are: send kid into a predatory foster system or send kid back to abusive guardian

other staff being bigoted towards children

rampant ableism

the utter disdain for any child exhibiting mental illness

like bro u wanna protect children go fucking give parents resources and beat the asshole old guy who just brushes abuse under the rug running every community center that survived covid

obviously the porn industry is fucked up but I refuse to believe that it follows that looking at pictures of naked people is inherently evil and harmful to the body

[neshatriumphs]

EVERY tag that I go to, which are ALL either Black female characters or entertainers has one of them white women bent over porn spam posts and I am SICK OF IT.

FIX THIS SHIT, MANE. Y’all banned the good stuff and sw and now I keep having to look at these dirty dollops. GET IT GONE DAMMIT.

[harpnotes]

@pancake-shmamcake

First of all, no, I'm not white (??? Random. You want a picture of me or something to prove my high melanin content?)

Secondly, I was speaking directly to NeshaTriumphs. That's why I reblogged NeshaTriumph's reblog. To respond to Nesha's statement. Just Nesha's. I was agreeing with them about how people take terms related to social justice issues and misuse them, and how in the process, the movement suffers. The thing which Nesha mentioned. Which was why I replied to them specifically.

How do you suggest I reply to her if not by reblogging her post?

How does me replying to her alone stop anyone else from replying to anyone else? Is anyone required to acknowledge what I said if they don't want to?

If this were a conversation in real life, I would have said directly to NeshaTriumphs "yeah, I hate it when people steal and twist terms." and that would be it.

But if you have a better idea on how to talk to someone on this site (something nobody has figured out so far), tell us. Otherwise, sorry, but the fact is, people can have side conversations without it being "derailing".

[kouhaiofcolor]

If I was a male he'd have definitely been laid tf out. But since he was acting pussy ab so little as my refusal to speak to or interact w him after the fact, I understand, Nesha. That's not bad advice.

My Hispanic coworker approaches me unprovoked & truly out of nowhere to ask me if it's okay for someone like him to use the n word casually. Dunno where it came from. Dunno why he asked. Nobody was discussing this whatsoever. But he does it w this malisciousness he's trying to be humorous ab, I guess. Im not entertained tho, so i answer him no. And told him I wasn't even going to explain why bc I got the sense that he was trying to be "funny". So bc i didn't give him the response or reaction he was fiending for (*this is not the first time he's done this), he decides to segue into this justification as to why it should be okay since he's from New York. His excuse being: All races of non blacks there use the slur, regardless of it being just that. I tell him, "that'd be like me telling you that I can use any of the slurs there are for Hispanics just bc ppl use them here in Florida". He asks me, "which ones? Go ahead, use them." To which I sensibly declined. Cus wtf do i get out of it, right? I didn't proposition him w this dumbass conversation.

I'm even more lost as to what he was looking to gain by following up w just saying nigga anyhow — but before I could think ab it I checked him. Quick af. Harsh af. Now he acting squeamish like the white ppl when they fuck up on the same damn thing. This is why this "pee oh see" shit just doesn't hit for me. This is why I steer clear of that, "we're all the same/experience oppression the same way" shit. Bc of shit like this. When nbpoc intentionally say/do antiblack shit this out of pocket. I wasn't bothering him, I've never disrespected him culturally, & no one held a gun to his head & made him say that ignorant shit to me. But like i said, this isn't the first time he's done this, either. Anyhow, he's fucked for me. There is no redemption. Debating whether or not to take action on this. Doesn't help he did it in front of my manager — who was crickets. But then I overheard him trying to victimize ab my silence, since I guess it seemed aggressive?🙄😂 Lmao. Yuh. He done. Check yourselves, nbpoc. Yall are not as different or more reserved w your antiblackness as you think. And we keep telling yall that shit. 😅

[zackmartin]

i know i’ve already asked for one but if you’re feeling up to it!! how about one for @neshatriumphs 👉🏾👈🏾

Mana, you can send me literally as many as you think of because I will never grow tired of giving love to my friends. And I'm so glad you sent me Nesha because I always want to give her love 💕

I know this is an odd place to do this, but I just want to clear the air with her first real quick and say when I was yelling the other day about people not liking my posts, I wasn't speaking directly to her. I had strangers that had literally never spoken to me and literally never liked my posts, liking my ones about being a bad friend and maybe they just. Understood the feeling or something but I was so upset it felt like they were agreeing so I got mad but. I know when she likes my posts it's her way of saying "I hear you and I love you" so. That wasn't aimed at her.

But, anyway!!!! There's so much I want to say here but I don't know how to articulate it! I feel like her and I sort of have a connection that I've never quite had with anyone else, and I cherish it so much. Like, she told me the other day that I might be one of the only ones that truly understands her heart, but I feel like I understand it because mine is similar in a lot of ways. She's one of those people that I know she goes through things and I just. It hurts me that I don't have the power to take it away or make it stop, but I hope that whatever I can provide gives her at least some kind of relief, even if it ends up it's just for a moment. Anybody that knows her, knows of her immense talent, like Road to Dystopia was a masterpiece and she gave us the Iconic Throuple that is Max/Charlotte/Chase (chasing thunderbolts? Is that correct, I cant remember). Like, name a more iconic trio, you can't. And I think she wrote a fic around when the pandemic started and I still think about it because it was so raw and real and amazing and just. So uniquely Nesha, and I mean that in the absolute best way possible. Like I just mean she knows how to write in a way that makes you truly feel both for the characters and what the characters are feeling. ALSO HER ART!!! I don't even care if I know the fandom or not, I see her art, I will appreciate it cause it's all god tier. And we all know she's one of the most supportive people in this fandom, like I'm sure she's sick of me bringing up her support of DoD but I never quite had friends in my life that cared about my projects that much or really showed any interest at all, so to have someone that supports it so much, especially when a lot of us kinda hate HD now and she isn't really familiar with Suite Life besides me going insane and the few episodes we streamed, is just. That's an indescribable feeling that I'll never be able to fully thank her for. That fic is as much hers as it is mine now, like I'll literally write it thinking "will Nesha like this?" and if the answer is no, that part gets scrapped 😂 and I don't mean that in a pressuring way but just, she inspires me to be better. I've been contemplating coming to her for her zodiac knowledge because I'm deciding the birthdays of some OCs and if there is anyone's opinion I trust on the matter, it'd be hers 😂

This is already so long and I could honestly go on all night, but basically I just hope she knows how much I love and cherish her and how much she truly means to me 💕💕

@neshatriumphs

send me a tumblr user's url and I'll tell you what I think of them

[neshabeingchildish]

WEEK FOUR: GENERAL PROMPTS ♡ 1/27 | Fluff #1

So, in true Nesha fashion, I’m gonna go a little bit in a direction that I’m unsure of whether or not it’s what is being sought out, but my interpretation of the prompts. Idk if I’ll keep up with it this week. We’ll see what type of feedback I get about today’s… Which… Anybody paying any attention to me will know that Fluff is not my ministry, but I’ll give it a try. Here is my premise: I am going to take the AU universes that I put out last week and give y’all a drabble for each with this week’s concepts. At least, that’s my goal. So, here goes.

No Capes AU   ♡ Charlotte, Student Mentor

There he was. Henry Hart. he was at his locker, which wasn’t very far from Charlotte’s and he actually didn’t look as tired as usual… but then again, school had just started. Piper rushed up and slammed herself against the locker next to him, and began talking to him, excitedly. He smiled at her, but wasn’t responding very much. It seemed more like he was a venting board for whatever she was speaking about. Charlotte watched the two of them for a moment. Piper, looking extremely animated and passionate and Henry just listening, sometimes making a face, but for the most part, smiling down at her. Then, whenever he closed the locker, she perched herself onto his arm and they began walking away. Charlotte wished she had a sibling in moments like that. There wasn’t a person that she could be that way with, except for Jasper, and that wasn’t QUITE the same because she couldn’t even go to his house. It was just cute to see the sibling love. They were sort of like parent/child, sort of like besties. She didn’t GET it, but she loved to see it.

Next day, whenever she saw Henry at his locker, she went over. “Hi, Henry.” He froze whenever he heard her voice, a thing that didn’t escape her notice, but he glanced at her and just nodded his head once in acknowledgment. “So, I wanted to touch base with you. I’m sure that Piper told you that I’m her student mentor for the program this year, so that means that I’ll probably be around your house some, for tutoring or whatever else. Wanted to see how you felt about that…”

“Because of what happened with us?” He wondered. “I’m fine. I’m over it. Just… don’t do that to her. She’s really a lot better than me and she deserves for somebody to invest some faith in her.”

“I… had faith in you…” Charlotte said, realizing that she didn’t even believe it when she said it at that moment.

“You had faith in yourself to change me, and when you couldn’t, it was because you didn’t have any in me. But, that’s okay. I’ve realized since then that I didn’t need to change. My surroundings needed to. And they kinda have, so… hooray for me. Don’t… use my sister for your transcript, Charlotte. I love you, but I would have to protect her if you seem to be doing something that might hurt her,”

Charlotte laughed, “You love me? Okay, Henry.” She rolled her eyes and shook her head.

Henry narrowed his and looked at her curiously, “Well, love is a choice and it is an action word. It isn’t a feeling. You were good to me in the best way that you knew how to be and I, being a grateful person who appreciates the good that is given me, have chosen to love you for it. I mean… nobody picks on you like they used to. Creeps stay away. If anybody does try anything, I’ve got your back. Love doesn’t have to be flowers and serenades, Dude. I love you in the Henry way. So, deal with that however you’re gonna, and consider it when you handle Piper. Because with her, love is a choice AND a feeling, and I just don’t play when it comes to that kinda love.”

“I’m not gonna do anything to hurt Piper!” Charlotte said, flustered. By the suggestion and by that whole weird love confession that honestly sounded more like, “Charlotte, I consider you a valued friend.” But, was worded in a way that made her face hot and her hands fidgety.

“Better not,” Henry said and winked at her. “See you ‘round.” He gave her a friendly punch to the shoulder and walked off, leaving her warm faced and sweaty palmed. What TF just happened???

A/N: It also should be noted that since I chose to do this thing this way today, I can’t put it all in one post, because that would be a monster! So, I am posting separate universe shorts and I’ll put them on a master post per prompt for y’all. I have several more to go. Sorry or you’re welcome. Accept that which applies.

I had stopped tagging folks, because honestly, I can’t ever remember who is reading what anymore, but I sorta remember who responded to this particular AU, so if I left people off, sorry to them people.

@chenoahchantel @henry-p-fart  @ciara-knightly @up-the-tube @kiddangers @rorythevambire @pearlselegancies